what I can do
to not be myself
to please you.
Let me know
what I can wear
that makes me feel
so uncomfortable
to tease you.
Let me dress up pretty
so you won’t notice.
Let me appear
way too stylish
and make the other
ladies jealous.
05/18/2018
There are trials and tribulations being a woman in a Madison Avenue crazed society. It’s hard enough to not notice the fashion of other women around you and feel out of place.
We aren’t lemming, yet we are. I don’t want to look exactly like another woman in a social setting. I just want to feel confident in the skin covering that I’m in.
I don’t know if men go through the same angst. I suspect they do to a more or lesser extent. Of course, there are many “kiss my a_ _ ” women similar to the “get out of my face” men, but I can’t help but feel the pressure and fight against it. I want feathers or stripes.
I want fur and spots. I would even settle for a color-changing shredding skin. If I get a choice, I prefer green.